I almost did it again last night.
Almost let the crimson blood show.
Three months free, but I almost did it again.
I felt the pull, the aching, the need.
I ignored it, but I'm scared.
Because I know it'll pull me in;
Wrap me in comfort the way you never did.
So yes, I almost did it again.
I'm sure I will do it again,
and it could even be as soon as tonight.