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Phoenix
Poems
Apr 2018
My Past
Heart ache but not quite a heart break
Happiness exchanged for sorrow
Tears exchanged for my smile
I didn't want this
I grew up too fast
I learned things before I was ready
Now it's all I know
Now I can't break it
And it hurts him
The one I hold dearest
He distrusts my words
Because of my past actions
He distrusts my feelings
Because of my present actions
I feel numb
With an aching heart
And broken spirit
I apologize relentlessly
But it never seems enough
Because I'm addicted to my actions
My past has caused damage
Damage to me
And everything I believe
And everything I do now
It haunts me
It drains me
It kills me
Yet, I can't seem to stop
I can't seem to fix it
And I'm helpless
Written by
Phoenix
23/Agender/United States
(23/Agender/United States)
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Diary Of A Broken Heart
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