Things accumulate. In and around my mind. Am I as good as I'd like to believe? When we fall I get irritable. You would know Cause you do too. I lay in bed just to smell you Comfort in the little things. When **** Makes us distant. I don't like the drugs. I try to stay away And you do the same. Seems like our failures follow us I try to brush away our trail. But we amplify our shared weakness. I just want life Not death I just want you Cause your better than ****.