You know it’s nice this time of year

To write letters

To find inspiration in fallen leaves

Though fall is like winter when you have your head in the clouds

Ideas falling out of your mind like stars

And I decided to write to someone, something out of reach

Well first I want you to know it’s a pleasure to meet you

And that I am bad at greetings

I also cannot hold eye contact for long periods of time

That and I kind of am a shy person dressed in confident clothing

So pardon me if I am a little unresponsive

But , I do open up soon enough

I don’t know how to start this letter

So let me start with that I will love you unconditionally

I lost you already huh?

But just offer a listen

I know you’ve heard it all before

But I am willing to place all doubts aside

I have pre-written vows

I will love you,

Cherish you

And because that smile is so great I will through a sandwich or two in there

I won’t be blind to your feelings

We will always be working alongside each other

Sorry I am acting weird

I am sort of not used to this

I’m running out of words

Forgive me this idea is close enough to touch

Though you seem so unattainable

But I cannot help but smile when I hear your name

I’d hold your hand in winters chill

I wouldn’t place a price above the love we’d share

You and I will be synonymous terms

We are one…

Fate doesn’t show me the script these days

So I don’t know how we will meet

Nor when this will be

But

Please accept this letter in advance

I seal it with the my heart

Sure I’m falling tough for something that may not be in my reach

But just know, I may not be that girl that is “bad”

Or the chick to say is ****

Families love me though…

I don’t know when this will be,

So until then I’ll trace my lips in lipstick

Smile and hope you’re out there

Hope to see you soon…