How do I say it? Whom must I say it to? Lost thoughts in my youngest mind From years ago. I am in love with a woman And a man And maybe even someone who is man by morning, And woman by night. He is mine, worried if her words will steal my heart in the darkest hours. But my heart is only truest to his song, 18 months in the making. My parents are shamed, My siblings are scared, But I am my own. And she and he and them are the same to my heart. But for now on he shall hold it ever more.