It’s pounding like a drum. When I’m not with you, I feel numb. The hole in my heart is usually wide. But it’s smaller, now that you’re by my side. Some memories, I just want to bury. And yet, when I’m with you, everything is new and scary. My heart skips a beat when you reply. What I wouldn’t give to just say “hi.” Without feeling dumb. When I miss something up, I feel like ****. Sometimes, I don’t even know what to do. But in the end, I still love you.