Approximately approached... Yet far behind As unhold... Provoked weekness... Depression deep like voluntarily diving in bottomless sea... Or flying in zero gravity...against the wishes of heart... May be brain turmoils... Eradicating... dark possibilities... Maybe for good reason...or may not ? Pondering n cigarettes...stock finished... Let me go outside... For deep oxygen... For a deep love... For a deep nature For a deep down the broken snow... And kiss the heat from the ice melting... Watching the unwatered drought...deep inside the brain nerves Likely to fly... Nowhere paradise... Anytime.. Maybe now... .. . .