I’m not always so cheerful
So talkative begging for smiles
Little pushes toward my own happiness
I’m barely human
Wanting to disappear
So I can forget the world
The way it tries to erase me
With every passing second
I’ll force a perfect painting
Of who I’m suppose to be
Just so they won’t see
How unhappy I truly am
Thinking the world hates me
That the next foot I put forward
The other will be dragged back
I’m barely human
Yet you expect me to be more