One day you'll realize, that for you I am always there...
I wish to promise you forever, but now you're the reason why my world is over when happiness I shall meet never and why my heart never gets any better?
True love will not meet me at my best but she'll meet me when I'm a mess. Love was never about a no or a yes; it is staying by your side even if I knew it is hopeless.
I'm sorry if I'm not perfect I'm sorry if I'm not pure of heart I'm sorry for being a letdown, for letting a lot of people down I'm sorry for doing this not because of friendship, but because of love I am sorry for being me and that I am me.
"Thinking at 7 on Saturday Morning (March 10, 2018)" was the original title, but giving this a new title - "Crying." -Jean Lewis March 10, 2018
Notes: I think it's high time I put this up. (June 15) Otherwise, I'd be so dramatic back then... I wrote this crying my heart out. Hahahahahahaha ............. I miss her.