i wonder how people will ever manage to figure out a way to take a bottle for a shovel and dig... channeling rage, by the only means necessary... acting out: a peaceful silence; others can figure-skate my eyes into a whirl with their hallucinogenic carausel... i'm just fine... stinking of anger; and believe me when i say: the last thing i need, is a female canvas; when no woman inhabits the same abode as two men, the two men of the abode can discuss work... work has no hospitality in a woman's abode of her: "work"... i agree, while being a mother and raising children, no man would dare speak of work but only her children... but when a woman has finished child rearing, and two men enter her abode and speak of work... ah... a desert... for what is there to be done?! a pension from the already given duties... her body "*****" my ***** are thrashing... whizz whizz: to & fro... make a priest blush, before the choir boy, really, really starts... shinging... so woman returns, to her childhood having supposed raised a child to be man... and if not in flesh, then into the steppes of piling graves... what does a woman become after her "job" of motherhood and child-rearing? can she touch her own shadow, and feed a soothing comf? or... what is woman, if not a man, without a question?