I have stopped with the poems That liken me to natural disasters No more hurricanes named after my two syllable tongue No more tsunamis, destroying every island I found in a person I donβt want to be a cataclysmic event anymore No more doomsdayβs or end times Hellfire held in these lips, no I am trying to become sunlight To weave it around me like a great gold cloak To walk in between the sunbeams and learn from them How to step lightly into others lives Leaving the place before slightly more illuminated I am learning from the moon her heavy slink The drowsy hug of her light and I am taking All that nights darkness and weaving a glittering blanket To lay over my loved ones that they may sleep peaceful Knowing only the kiss of me and my stars And not fearing the dark or the dawn or what the angry earth could bring them I have pushed away all apocalypse inside me Drank of ambrosia and nectar that the heavens guzzle And made myself the smooth waltz of homeliness Comfort resting on my two syllable tongue Washing tides of peace on every island I see I am dancing in the solar flares and letting the atom bomb inside me Erupt into stardust A wish in every fragment For my molten blood to quiet and cool, The rumbling earth of my heart to still, For sunlight in the fallout that does not burn, For a new kind of calm, one that heralds no storms