I have a friend who expects me to open up but when you aren't reliable how could I put my trust in you. Not good at relationships had my share of failed attempts lovely ladies but not the right one I accept we aren't meant to be together no more living a lie for someone who is constantly trying to change you. I accepted her flaw and all I'm far from perfect no where close. I gave and gave it was never enough you made me feel like I did wrong when all I wanted to do was be right by your side. You gave me your worse which made it hard eventually I hated myself these bad feelings had to go so I let go learned to love myself again. Find people that truly care and love me for me. Starting over was always the hard part. I believed in you and us while you had other plans that did not include me so sad and cruel.
Starting over is hard so many bad habits that needed to be removed. Gave up my gym routine because it made you insecure. My social life was gone starting over redeeming lost friend. So much lost to make you happy my sacrifice was not worth anything to you. Getting it all back some can be salvaged while others became a lost cause.