if i snuck *** right now i'd likely die
i'm on 3 different kinds of medication
so i guess i'm sniffing glue to get high like all the teenagers do these days according to the teachers and people in big boy chairs

i hate my mother's daily cup of black coffee
it reminds me of me
unliked by girls my age without whipped cream and the starbucks logo plastered on the cup
(you can't get it anywhere else!)
my natural state is bitter and dark
but i never take the time to pour the cream and sweet into my soul even though i want to
so i just sit in the corner and sip the tea, which is never hot anymore