See my heart beats blue
A lasting shade of indigo
After all the poison it's consumed
It still beats,  if a little slow.  

And im not so shaking
I'm not so weak
Not so terrified
Not so weak

Not scared of life
Or what it seeks.  

Just understanding
When it speaks.

There's a masochistic twist
In an atom
At the core

Oh so willing of pain
If only pleasure grows a little more.

God knew that he would die.