a question on a slip of paper, maybe the back of a receipt, maybe written with the pen at the bottom of your bag that has been missing its cap for two months but is not yet dried up and you fold it in half, maybe three times, partly to hide it and partly to smallen, and you roll it and hold it between thumb and index and you look for god in the rain taking the ink and leaving the leaf-litter wishes sodden on the ground. your prayer was query, not request, but it too could litterize. then you tuck your roll into the stones and turn around anyway, all forward eyes, and that is faith.