I think I compare secrets with lies.  
You keep both of them deep inside.  
Locked away, for all eternity  
Those secrets, those lies, perversity

I’m tired of your words  
When you say I’m stupid or wrong, it hurts  
I thought I could be loved  
But instead, I’m left stunned.

I felt you were keeping something from me  
And then, I thought of something—a key.  
So I found your phone, and started searching  
And I found something concerning

Pictures, of you with him  
Touching, kissing, leaving me grim  
I thought you said he left you alone  
But he returned for more, I should’ve known

When you were distant, I swore it was a phase  
But instead you were hiding something behind my gaze  
And now, it has been uprooted  
My opinions of you—left polluted

My trust in you, shattered  
My thoughts, scattered  
A feeling’s boiling inside my mind  
I think it’s time I’ve stopped being blind

This is the part when I shut you out  
This is the part when you shut your mouth  
Because no matter what you do or say  
Nothing will keep my feelings from being gray