What does it feel when we have a heart filled with joy and happiness.
Can anyone tell me?
Cause I have forgot how it feels being happy.
Mind is stuck at something and divided in two parts.
One is filled with the pressure of Work and deadlines.
Other one is filled with the thoughts of her.
Once work is finished, I left idle and mind goes completely blank.
As if it's shifting from left to right.
And the play of thoughts starts.
I'm getting habitual for this kind shift.
First it use to hurt me a lot heart use to ache.
Now I'm so habitual to it that like it's a drug if i don't take it and feel the highskies i won't get the peace. I have started to enjoy this feeling too.
Hope it would not **** me,
My eyes are wide open all my senses reignited.
I don't need to drink, Or smoke because I'm already high.
So please someone tell how it feels to be happy. And filled with joy.