They don't understand that death is the only place that is safe No more pain, no more hurt I'm better off in a deep sleep, yet painfully awake Eyes wide open I wish I was blind I can't move forward, I stay behind One step ahead knocked five steps back Never-ending battle I'm not enough, too much I lack Constant tears hidden with a smile Misunderstood, it's all in my head Thoughts are in constant manifest Let me go, I'm not meant to be here I love too much, at the same time I couldn't care less I walk around like I'm strong My mask is brittle Where do I belong? Purpose is little Life full of lies I don't wanna know what's good for me I was born to die