it's everywhere
it's written in the deepest parts of me
it's dragging me to the pits of Hell
it's consuming my own self
me vs my brain
the never ending battle
the me that's me and the other one
this other part of my being
helpless, weak, fading and yet
she takes over sometimes
how to deal?
how to be what i know i can be
and avoid what every cell tells me
i should be?
it's dark here
it's dark right now
it never ends