prison is Heaven
compared to where I am

solitary confinement
two meals a day,
mostly just composed of cookies
and soda

watching light fade
terror in my
eyes

the demons come
when the sun dies

they grab you by the hand,
pass you a knife,
and show you how
to use it against yourself

love the pain

you aren't safe

you are surrounded

but still alone

unnaccepted

a dissapointment

never enough

they whisper with tongues of flame
that burn my ears

then soft colors tint the horizon
and the demons run away
again
they were my only freinds
now I am lonely

so I invite them
to come stay with me
live in my head and my heart
and my mind

I'll die but I won't be alone
they hate me but I won't be alone
I'm broken but never alone