Sparse these threads of vapour fine, of misty trails of know Of effervescent gaseousness, wherein the mind should flow. Sparse the shades of knowing, which whereupon we dwell And sparser still, when suddenly, the mind set sheds it’s shell.
That vacant hall of ordinary that hangs without a trace Of yesterday’s familiar touch of golden knowing’s grace, When everything just vanishes to leave this empty tomb And life suspends to nothingness’s, cold and pallid moon.
How suddenly, how cruelly it flings away the key To all that recognises these factors that are me, How brutally it scarifies the topsoil from the loam To leave the fragile flailing, futilely, so far from home.
As film’s fear descends, it seems, while realisation dwells Of all that’s been so ruefully and painfully dispelled What hangs now may well be my lot, my fortunes saddened song Or perhaps should I give cheer, for stuff retained.... prolonged?
M. Foxglove, Taranaki, NZ 7 February 2018 Threaded the needle path of the dreaded septuagenarian stroke.