I thought it was a crush but now my   Heart is crushed.  
In my silence I've been silenced,
for I am lonely for you only.
The presence of your absence crushes my every senses
but not as much as the thought of your heart being with another.
our love is lost even before it began, guess it's my fate to love you from a distance.
But I never will hate for your happiness awaits.
I wish you blissfulness Tho you leave me emptiness.