Dear baseball boy, with hair of fire and eyes of coal you are the first boy I've ever loved (I still love you) your freckles are perfect sunspots I watch your eyes crinkle in the corner like delicate tissue paper from across the room your smile is far too big for your face oh but your mouth is so perfect your jaw, sharp and angular like that of Michelangelo's, David. Dear football boy, with a deep rumbling voice a laugh like thunder booming in the clouds my lungs coated with your scent my heart hammers in my chest I cant breathe I cant breathe I cant breathe you shine like a diamond in the California sun and I am only a pebble you clear hallways you move mountains you are the stars in the sky the fish in the ocean the sparkles on my Valentine (I never got to give it to you) you are the center of my universe you are that boy the "it" boy the quarterback of the varsity football team You Are The first boy I've Ever Loved