I am a woman, but no ordinary one
Beautiful, talented, cheerful and young
Everyone admires me
But they don't know about me.
I got dark past and I am being haunted by it everyday.
I need someone.
I need a savior.
I need love.
And then I fell in love.
All i think of is him.
I know he's weak.
And yet I chose him.
I can do anything for him.
Even ****.
I can. I will. I must.
I'll do it for him, for us.
And yet at the end of the day, still I can't get him?
Still, he doesn't love me.
Why?
Why did it turn out like this?
I was broken.
And yet I chose to fight 'till the end.
Is this all worth it?
I don't know.
I don't want to ask.
I will just do what I can.
With this broken heart I will love.
With this ****** mind I will learn,
With this fragile hand I will fight.
For you.
For me.
For us.

---Shakazaqui 11-27-17