This is not a poem of heartfelt emotions Or of declarations of love. This is a poem of me.
No longer will I be chained To love's unending torture; wishing and hoping for the same devotion my heart gives to you.
I will not adhere to the burden of your perfection I have placed upon myself.
I will simply be me.
With courage and confidence I will break the heavy bonds of my hope. I will burn the pretty picture I've painted in my head Of what we could have Of what we might be.
I will look at who I am And instead of wide-eyed dreaming Of the life we could have, I will love the girl I see in the mirror.
I will not want to alter her Or change her in any way, She will be everything I want her to be.
Then, I will finally achieve the perfection I long for. Then, I will finally be free.