hello, I miss you very much.
but later on, you ignored me.
you left me on read.
I know you're so busy but hey?
oh. nevermind, I'm sorry if my existence and my texts disturb you.

I know, life is being hard. to me, not to you. and I need you to cheer me up but?? I want nothing. I just want you, your attention, like usual. but you came up with this. your ignorance. and that's hurts.

I never ask for money, free treats, jewels, or anything else. I just want you. I know, I'm not-so-called-a-pretty-and-hottie-girl. I'm showing you my real side. like, my love for you. lol. so cheesy.

If you're wondering out up to the sky, remember. Don't ever forget, that I'll always by your side. behind ya. I got your back. When the world's trying to bring you down, I'm here. I'll always be here for you, cheering you up, helping you with these burdens called "tugas-dari-guru-guru-terlebih-yang-killer" ehe. I'll stand by your side, I'd never leave you, trust me. Some of people may think "janji ada untuk dilanggar" but not for me.

I...I'm sorry for everything. Sorry for those times when you were burned up because of me. I'm sorry for disturbing you, just. sorry, sorry, and sorry.  sorry for my weakness.

Tolong, maafin kekuranganku, keburukanku, dan lain-lainnya, ya. Aku lagi berusaha untuk menjadi lebih dewasa, tentunya.

I don't know if you read this or not,  I'm just sharing my thoughts 'anonymously' here. I can't say nothing beside "I miss you" and type this ( a not so called ) long *** paragraph.

Have a blast friday, baby. My precious human.