I’m not going anywhere
Words I repeat year after year
This feeling so strong
So true
So
Home

I find a home in this darkness
The dread
Lack of will
Lack of being

And I keep waiting.

I feel joy and
Happiness
And wonder in the world

But
Always come back to this

Dread
And worry
And sorrow
And lost in the wilderness
Of
Being

I stay
I rejoice and I
Laugh and I
Smile
And I feel the sun on my face

Yet alone
I am swallowed by
The darkness inside of me
The yearning and wonder
For beyond

Yet I stay.