i feel like im gliding down a stream i see the trees and the beutiful skyline above me those are my happy days
i feel like im racing down a waterfall i see nothing because it all goes by too quickly for me to focus on anything those are my stress days
i feel like im in the middle of an ocean in a raging storm where the waves are huge and feel like im going to drown those are my anger days
i feel like im in the middle of an ocean all alone the days feel like weeks and no one is there to care those are my depression days
somedays though i feel like im in all of those conditions at once and by the time i get home from wherever i am at i feel empty and out of breath ready to crawl into my bed and say goodnight and never want to wake up but at the same time wanting to stay alive but wondering if it is worth it anymore