Why can I not love you Like you love me Why can I not look you in the eye Without feeling a turn in my stomach. You are my good friend, Within my deepest soul. But in the way you love me, I just cannot take its toll. I fell in love with an idea, And not the soul you held I am such a fool I wish I could love you as well.
There is a boy that is dear to me, I wish I could love him but I sadly cannot. Please help me to figure out how to live in my shame.