Choking, Just beneath the surface, I drown in the weight of the subconscious. Choking, I gasp for the relief of release But still the tightness in my throat won't go, like a wave crashing down; the pressure is non-relenting. Choking, I give in Letting the thickness of suffocation overtake all, then- Glory, Choking no more the lights of spastic magnificence flash in my mind and I, dead, find a new energy of one fighting to live. I breathe again.