i'm whispering now,
i feel so quiet.
i do not want you to hear
my cries.
we were having such
a good time.
but
i'm in so much pain as
tears fall from my
eyes.
i wish someone would
hold me and silence my sobs,
but i have no one.
it's nobody's job.
no one sees me,
no one seems to care.
because i know if they cared,
they would be there.
"stop crying," i say,
"stupid girl, you are not even
trying."
s t o p
******* i n g
c r y i n g.
you should just stop,
nobody hears your call.
stop crying, stop breathing,
don't do anything at all.
you are not invincible,
just invisible.
no one could love someone like you,
no one could love you, that includes
yourself too.