I  used to look at you and see
pig tails and neon shoes
I used to hear you talk about
arts and crafts and cool cartoons
I used to talk to you and you seemed like
a kind soul, just tangled in some drama
I used to know you and you were,
harmless sometimes you got hurt but you always ran back to mama

Then kids grow up
Miss pigtails and neon shoes grows up
brains grow
bodies grow
souls grow
feelings grow
bad feelings grew
very bad feelings
a forced possessed you

I don't know where these feelings came from though
I don't know where these decisions came from though
I don't know where this monster came from,
though

I don't see you anymore
you wouldn't do something like this
I know that
I hope that

I don't see you anymore
I just see a
monster