Like a warm breath of air He hovers in my memory No superman, a meek soul Not one to squander his time But one who worked day in and out To feed those Whom he loved and sired What was he? A teacher, a farmer or an artist
I cannot say precisely... All I can say; He was each of these Rolled into one
On holidays I saw him Shut in the loft a brush in hand His fingers moving over the canvas The steaming tea by his side Untouched and getting cold as ice Unmindful of everything around He sat by the easel in the attic Focussed only on the strokes that fell
When a distinct image shoots out As the moon from behind clouds A wave of satisfaction would gleam Across his face, His frantic nerves at once hushed Bearing the look of one Who, in an instant, conquered kingdoms
He would view it from different angles Never seeking anyone’s opinion But gloating if he saw Our admiring eyes fell on it
Being artistically inclined He lived more in the world of art
But gradually things changed To his fright, he found his hands shaky And the lines on the canvas Going tremulous and disjointed Couldn’t hold a brush!
On diagnosed of Parkinson’s disease His world abruptly lost its sheen He saw the disease weeding Its way into his life Suddenly grown old He lost interest in everything We saw him sitting in his armchair So immobile, for hours on end His eyes stretched to a far horizon
We displayed before him Paintings once born of his imagination To see if his world would brighten And it worked!
Recently, in one of my dreams I saw him sitting at the foot of Michael Angelo To learn the art, he couldn’t perfect In his life time!
As one grows old, when evening approaches, memories too lengthen like shadows. Now I remember more often of my parents wondering how much of sweat and toil they had shed to make their children comfortable, how much of love they lavished and what all sacrifices they endured. A snap shot of my father who was a teacher by profession but more of an artist at heart.