To be sincere,
I messed up.
More than once
& more than multiple times.
I played you dumb .
As I lied , betrayed you sufficiently.  
My bad that I never apologized.
To be honest
I never felt bad .
To go out & Have fun.
To be sincere,
I wasn’t ever sorry .
I didn’t feel no shame or guilt .
I continued to the function.
Long nights & heavy drinking .
I wanted you , & others too.
Didn’t want to be fair .
I enjoy the Games
Looking , talking
Being attracted to other girls.
To be sincere,
Your Alright but not all that ..
My type is far beyond.
You are far below
Dont understand why I settled
To what I wasn’t so sure..
friendly & kind.
Not Curvy & Fine ...
Still don’t understand
How I let this pass my hands ..
With all truth .
I’m sorry , I didn’t truly want you .
Just wanted to pipe you.
Have someone to **** with
Play when I wanted .
Never to marry ..