I keep looking down
Stopping right now.
Change is needed
Complaining , whining ? remembering , Hating ?
Emotions are mixing
Help is not wanted .
I got this , I’ve gone through this .
Hearts feels a bit disbelief....
Am I convincing ?
Telling truths or lies to my mind ?
Should anyone believe me ..
Am I back biting ..
I see but being deceit.
Why do I understand, repeat
Though never utilize
my own Speech .
Forgiven , forsaken