Questionable verdicts Lead only deeper into the forest Judgment never saved the day We flow with the circumstances Only hoping that another Would do their best to Be a fair comrade Silly though it is When their hobby is To put on a mask of I’m here for you Only to take if off as soon As your guard is down With their glib grin Enjoying your naive Denial of everything They believe themselves to be So do you go? Do you adjust the expectation? I chose second And yet the mask goes up again What for? To remind me Of a moment’s weakness when I allowed myself to entertain A thought that you Could be so much better than this? Can’t stop being myself And there’s still a sense of purpose In being present with All your masks and deceptions But can you stand Awareness of your reflection? How terrifying is it To sit staring into silence That isn’t even the silence But the unspokenness of Your own worst fears That no one but you stirred up Like orange juice in the coffee You spoil your own drink Because thirst is what you know best And the moral of the story Is somewhere where the Intention was lost
What do you do with a relationship in which you are deceived as much as needed? I suppose starting with adjusting your expectations is the way to go. It can’t be friendship if I start associating your offer of help with feeling betrayed. And I wish you never offered. I would never ask myself. So why the **** do you continue to offer? If you don’t actually wish for me to leave