The dope,
Does not replace You.
The smoke
Does not vanish You off too.
When high
You Are Not forgotten..
You Do not Leave my memory.
When on this drug
You are not erased.
You remain at the very center.
Sober , high ?
You never leave my Brain .
  
Always remember I’m not ok.
When high . I’m not feeling great.
I’m not safe , I’m not ******* happy
NEVER THINK IM LOVING THIS
I’m numb & so ******* miserable
I’m on , but Not Feeling Good.
I’m an addict, I no longer get those
Bomb feelings In my body .
IM. NOT OK IM NEVER FINE