There's a silence within me. No words are able to form, no feelings can be expressed, as if my head and heart are empty. Empty of everything sensible and empty of anything logical. It's like I'm searching for the reasonable side of life.
No noise comes from my spirit, it finds no reason to make any. The feelings are being pressed away, thoughts are found useless and thrown away.
Gone is the sensible, gone is the logical and on goes the search for the reasonable.