We laid in bed giggling to one direction My phone's speaker wasn't very loud A moment of silence, awkward silence No. Anticipation. On your end. You wrapped your arm around my waist I giggled, nervous. You stared at me. You bit your lip. I made a comment about the song You paid no attention. You rolled on top of me. Straddling me. I laughed again. My heart pounded. hahaha stop You leaned forward, mouth open I panicked. Hands up to my face. Your lips met my shield. You grabbed my wrists and held them down I turned my face towards the side You put your lips to my cheek and neck And you breathed slowly Get off of me. I don't know how many times you kissed my cheek I don't know how many times you kissed my neck But I remember your grip Hard. Determined. Sweaty. You sat up and I gave an awkward laugh No no no hahaha You slid your hand between my legs Ran your fingers up No stop, I jolted You rolled off. You pulled me on top of you I went to roll off. You held me there. So I laid there. On top of you. Staring at the purple wall. Listening to a song. But not really.