Self- confidence is not something so easily obtained . These negative remarks , opinions and thoughts remain. Stabbing at my self-esteem. Its original state would never be redeemed . Self-confidence seem only like a dream. Society and these unrealistic expectations work together as a team. Bringing my Self-Confidence to its knees . Trying hard to win against societies' high expectations. But it is a battle I cannot win, just need a little demonstration . That shows your skincolor , bodyshape doesn't define you. That thinner or whiter is better isn't true. Just give us a clue .