I’m feeling positive
Will my thoughts carry on?
Am I feeling guilty right now
Because the drugs wearing off ?
Am I committed to change
The one I feel so enlightened by
The fact I just accepted what I’ve been denying for so long ?
Is this all really real.
Or am I saying this because I’m coming down.
It’s happened before ,
Started feeling low and I begged the lord to help out this hole.
I cried telling him to rescue me
Im Sick Of dope I want real hope
Why has it been false before
Where I’ve been tired & Bowed my self to change For once.
Why do I only feel the need to seek help when I’m reaching peak of it’s wearing down .
It’s sad to know that I’ve promised but still broke ...
I Say i Want change & never return
But after some time, returns the hurt..
Then I forget about the words I spoke .