Why do I go back. Obsess over a sack. Why must I Go back. Relapse on Pieces Of Glass. It’s a Shame That I lure in. I hate, but I can’t leave it alone . I don’t want it , yet I’m out finding . Please hold me. I’m Scared, Stay please. Pray for my sanity. I’m far from perfect, that’s certain. I have no hope, I want to find it. Before it’s to late. When Tweaks In me I see things differently. I’m not myself, I’m nobody When crystal reaches my blood stream , all I see are reasons to keep on using. When I think of sadness I crave a fix. I fein To not have feelings towards it In my real mind. I scream & cry. I yell till my lungs tear out. I shout for savor A miracle to change me. A geni To grant me a wish The serenity to Help me reach the end of my disease