It is easy to make goals, easy to want change, however getting that change can be a task most daunting
I'd tell myself I want to work out more, but I don't have that kind of time when I need to get a job
I'd tell myself I need to get a job, but I'm worried it would affect my school too greatly
I'd tell myself I want good grades, but I'm worried I'm not smart or capable enough to do that
I'd tell myself I want a girlfriend, but I know that I don't know how I'll make that happen.
Years are not a new thing, after all they're an annual thing, but I don't have a new me every year that doesn't have the memories of before, and is innocent. I'm just the same me with the same goals that I'm scared I won't achieve for yet another year