It’s not want anyone wants.
It’s not a situation that’s common in talks.
Nobody wants to deal with a
Drug addict.
Talk , speak or be near a ******.
They are viewed as trash .
Not ever knowing they don’t truly want to be lost on drugs.
Nobody cares about Addicts.
Such a bad label it’s a rare topic.
They have no importance besides viewed as ***** , thief’s & lazy.
Which is why I tell you baby,
You don’t need to deal with me.
I can imagine the confusion.
The disgust & Unhappiness.
What you go through just wishing I can let go.
I can imagine the headaches.
The stress & frustration when you find out I used again.
My addiction interferes with our relationship.
It Plays many roles and always the blame to my actions.
Why I tell you baby ,
If I’m too much for your life?
Leave .. i Don’t Want you being miserable with me.
Go find a normal girl .
No issues , no history.
A fresh start hunny ...
That’d be so ****** up.
If you agree with my advice..
If you really feel like being with me is too much for your life.
If you feel I’ve put you Through a lot.
If you truly believe you have it rough when it comes to me.
If you have thought to back up
Leave me for someone Els ..
I’d go crazy ...............
What I went through as a friend since the start , will never compare to the complicated life you think you have with me ..