I don’t regret much what I am. How can I regret what defines me? The way I am is an answer to how I feel. I am my own universe, omnipresent and yet a mere glimpse of insignificance in others awareness or lives. A blip in the whole of eternity.
You may think me ignorant even cold, that’s not the truth. Just a reflection of me mirrored through the stained windows of you. You can fall in love with the image I transcend, the spark I ignite, the pull of my voice or softness in my touch, but it is just as short lived as fireworks, a spark of light on the endless night sky.
I am not telling you that things don’t matter in a life so short lived as a human life cycle. I do not mean, that you should stop loving or that you can avoid hating even that you may stop trying to save the world.
In fact I am saying the opposite. Make every moment count, live them to the fullest, make them yours. Savor the actions, the laughter, the passion even the grief, heartache or anger. You are a drop in the ocean of time one of many particles and yet, the one and only.