Been asking a lot, why? Why does he need to keep a good book without reading? Why does he need to write a story without thinking about the ending? Why does she kept on holding even if she's grieving? And why can't she just put anyone above him?
Does he really mean that much to her? Do you think she's such a fool to keep on going even if she knows she'll die waiting in the ending?
She knows she can't have him. She knows he loves someone else. And she knows how **** hard it is to be in her position.
But, why? Why does she keeps on going? Why does she need to keep on waiting, hurting, crying.. pretending and still loving.
Maybe now I know why, maybe now I understand why she just can't let go of him and just go find someone else.
Maybe.. she's still holding to the last hope she have that someday, he will choose her. That somehow she have a place in him.
As she would be willing to die every night to let her loving sun rise. It is all simply because she loves him and willing to do the sacrifice.