It stands before me. Eyes meet eyes, soul meets soul. Terror becomes me. I swallow my fear, and the sky turns red with fury. The ground quakes. The walls shake. My bones break, and I watch as the cobblestones of the floor begin to fall out from under my feet. But I stand my ground. My heart stops. My vessels pop. My corpse drops, and I listen as the very fiber of my being begs me to accept defeat. But I stand my ground. I persist. I fly. And in the face of total annihilation, I smile. I turn around. I put the pistol to my soft palate. I paint the page with my gray matter. I taste blood and victory in a splatter.
i'm okay this is not indicative of my mental state