One of my favorite songs is by a guy named Watsky, it’s called sloppy seconds. It used to mean so much more, but I’ve grown . And now I’m here, and you ring, and I pick up, and it’s all for you. You told me that it's your fault, but how I have to do this for you. I told you “But you’re my friend, so I suppose I owe you trying to clean up this mess” I need to pick up your pain. I’m listening to the song and thinking about all the times that have numbed me to taking up other people’s sloppy seconds but the song always told me “I don’t care where you've been, how many miles, I’ll still love you” and so i did. I still do for some others. Please understand, this is not all ̶f̶o̶r̶ you. I stopped you. I caught this one. I’m holding this a dustpan for the cremains of this mess and picked up the shattered urn of feelings. I handed you the broom. Whether you use it or not is your decision. It’ll get cleaned up in the end, either way. I WANT TO DO THIS OUT OF LOVE NOT OUT OF PROTECTION. WHAT THE ****.