One at a time Guys in bands leave Shannon’s Apartment every other Sunday morning They walk down the green carpeted steps With scowls on their faces
They walk through the black iron gates That shut Shannon in behind them As they walk off, better places to go,
Shannon smokes her thirties away On a third story balcony She stares out on the black iron gates that shut her in
The fog will never lift in her highschool parking lot Some short lived September through October There had been no brighter sun Than those mornings in her highschool parking lot Except for the days it rained
Roland Gift had convinced her She had been so duped.
If she pictured herself dying, she pictured her self lying down with a copy of open book titled “The Short Life Of Carl Sanders” in one hand and maybe a flower in the other hand. Something red, probably a poppy between her finger and her thumb. The sagging petals would drift away by the time she was found, the way petals always do.