Sick I feel like a avalanche of pain and emotion Just waiting for the dam of sanity to break So that way i have an excuse to sleep in later
Tired I feel like the sand man missed my house- Or just my room- For the hundredth time this month
Pain I feel like if the ache in my head got any bigger Or if the pain in my stomach grew any larger I would explode and turn into dust
Pills I feel like they are there for me They are the only thing that gives me the chance to catch myself And they let me do more
Numb I feel like numbness doesnt come fast enough And that maybe that it would come quicker If i took just one more pill
Sick I think im sick But the only way i know how to stop it Is to take more pills
But id rather just stay sick
Ive been getting sick lately and its like everyday i have to take ibuprofen for really bad headaches. I just dont know what is wrong, So im gonna go see a doctor. I just feel like im gonna go insane if i dont
Written by
Matthew S 20/Transgender Male/Somewhere over therainbow